When somebody delivers a question: “why did U move out from L***……
And when somebody is you ……..
???????????
Let me speak out a moment’s thought why did I put myself out of L*** line? When I was there (once upon a time, he he he; saking dulu-dulunya), I did feel any strange things related to bithonah et al. And it became more and more complicated. I still remember some of the first question sessions came to my brain (waduw brain) when I was junior high school student, Why did this hadits (about some zakat, about hijab) was not applied in L***? Why did my mahrom was not the one who accompanied me when I did safar to Gading Mangu? Then I answer it myself. Ow, it must be coz of Nabi was in past time and we are in different time with Nabi Muhammad SAW. Time changes, so we need to be adaptable. Change something with the close one. Mahrom kan dekat juga dengan pengurus karena mereka bisa dipercaya, beda dengan orlu. He he he, itu my own answer lho, so, no interruption. Other question appears more. I had lots of strange feeling actually. But I didn’t take it as an important part. Just because we were often advised not be influenced by any other information except ‘mangkul’ and of course not to be a question maker; like bani isroil; lots of question bring them out of obedience. And of course because we are the truth! So, no question! Moreover be a senior high school student in pondok pesantren Gading Mangu made me be a nice L*** follower.
I can stand in a good manner until I read a lot and came forward to the questions that have already risen up since several years ago (but of course biiznillah).
Edisi translation, he he he
Jadi ….. so,
Ketika kita sendiri, when we’re alone
Ketika ada yang bertanya, when someone raises a question
“Kenapa keluar?”
This is being another difficult question to answer. Just because, I don’t know how to start to explain. I forget the answer in the surprise of the question … I remember nothing. He he he
The stillness as I move out from L***
Actually is not about how difficult the answer is. But how and where to start 2 explain about this. Lots of things to elaborate, lots of consideration need to be taken by me. Which part of these that suitable for them so they can accept it easily? Confuse. But should I close my understanding coz of that wall; is like close the book with millions of keys? Should I put the truth of their mistake under the rug? Should I place their feeling be on the top of everything, include under the truth? How could I answer if I will be asked next times in the yaum addiin? Why did not u tell them the truth of their misunderstanding? Why didn’t u try to remind them? I will remind silent n no answer. Dark position appears for me if I didn’t do this. I should tell everyone through cyber world. Coz they didn’t wana have any business with me in the real world right after I put myself out from L***. So, this is the best action that I should take. Post any of my writings in the blog of mine. Remember: TELL NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH!!!!
Somebody has already started this and the follower should be here to support the starter (pemulai?he he he)
Time goes and flows without thinking that L*** still tries their best to be a better one. L*** should be waited till they close to (karena yang ada sekarang “jauh”) the truth way. But, will Alloh wait u guys? Will Malaikat wait u friends? While ajal comes without any confirmation. Plis sadar wahai para pembesar kaum ……!!!!! AGAIN TELL NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH!!!!
How many people have already passed their life without knowing the truth? Who will be responsible for this? Will Pakubumi be? Will imam be? The answer is they won’t. Coz every single of us be responsible for our everything in this world. They died in the thought that they are in truth. Poor!!!!!!!
Compare every action that we (refer to L***) oo in our daily life with what Nabi Muhammad SAW had already done in his life. It is what I call far from same line. Really. Be critical!!!!! Have we applied the hadits or …….? Look and reflect yourselves!!!
When ‘sambung’, see the hadits and think!!!!!!! Think and think !!!!
Semoga Alloh memberi hidayah pada kita semua. Amien….
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